woohoo!! i went for parents teacher conference!! isn't it a bit sarcastic??? 

Me : mom, who do you want to see first?
Mom : add maths! 
*shyt*
Me : oh, there she is! *sits down* 
Phoon : zin dee here really needs to focus in class. she seems to get distracted all the time. but she is a good girl 

on the way to econs. 
eh! you didnt fail moral! you said you failed!

at Mdm Noor
Noor : zin dee has improved by 50% she got twice as much as what she had the last term!
Mom : she could have done better right?
Noor : of course!
Mom : you must give her more work! she's very lazy! everyday she sits in front of the computer the moment she gets home! msn all the time. 
Noor : really? zindee so innocent in class. good girl you know. 
Mom : huh? good girl? sure ke? at home she's so terrible! scold the brother you know
Noor : really ah? Xae Hoyy got bullied by her??
Me: mom..... let's go la.. dont talk so long.........
Mom: I'm talking to your teacher! dont disturb!
*Mom whispered to Noor*
Me : what did you tell her?
Mom : nothing
Me " mdm, what did she tell you?
Noor : secret. *giggles at me"

went to see tasdeeqa

Tasdeeqa : zindee has improved a lot! she got an A! 
Mom: oh. okay.

went to see Premila
Premila : zindee has done okay. she used too many english words in her sejarah essay part. she needs to improved in her bm. she knows her work just that she doesnt know how to write it in malay.
Mom : ya. she plays the computer everyday...................................... (and so on which i dont need to say and you people know.)

Me : mom, let's go la. here so crowded dont need to see liao la.
Mom : *glares at me* how can you fail add maths!! you failed one subject! 

left the library.

(the usual grumbling and scolding on the way out and to the car and the rest of the day.)

"just in my rainbow"

I'm obsessed.

 sue me.

got tagged. 3 days ago for exact. AND i'm making an effort to do it and I dont know why. 
So, here goes nothing.


Rules : Answer all the below questions TRUTHFULLY. After you have finished answering all the questions, add a question of your own. You are allowed to tag as many people as you want. The wordings in '[ ]' are comments and should not be touched/edited/removed
Warning : The questions below are not for the faint hearted.


1. When was the last time you had sex? [don't lie]
-HELLO?? I'm s-i-x-t-e-e-n NOT s-i-x-t-y. >.<

2. Do you watch Mr. Bean? [it's okay if you do, i mean, I watch it too]
- Mr Bean? The one with the bear? C'mon! who doesnt watch it?

3. Have you ever failed any Math subjects? [don't you dare lie, now, we have your personal school records!!]
- hahaha! we'll see.. 1+1=2. ^^ i know that!

4. If you could make out/have sex with/date any guy in the world, who would it be [hot guys preferred =D]
- again, I'm mentioning i'm bloody still 16, and if i were to make out, it will probably be ages from now!! and if i were to make out, it will be Edward Cullen!!!

5. You are innocently playing an online game [Neopets, Yahoo! Games, Maple, whatever...] and someone comes up to you and asks "asl?" [age, sex, live], what would you reply?
- WHAT THE HECK DOES THAT GOT TO DO WITH YOU???

6. When was the last time you thought about committing suicide?
- a person like me? hahaha. It'll go,"OMG!! MOM!! i failed my maths paper!! I got 1+1 wrong!! I really shouldn't live on right???"

7. Lets say you're a girl and you have a boyfriend. On the day of your 1st year anniversary of going out together, he drops by your house with a cake that says
"Happy Birthday, *insert name here*" your reaction?
- "I really do appreciate that you remember but this is so the last day we're together." *punch* *kick* 

8. You have magically gained backstage passes to a concert for any band in the world. Whose concert would you attend?
- a person who thinks of committing suicide all the time probably wont have time to attend any concert.

9. List out five three guys [for guys, list out girls] that you would do anything to make out with
- Edward Cullen!! 
- EDWARD CULLEN@@!!!
- errr... did i mention Edward Cullen?

10. You are stuck on a deserted island with [insert any guy's *for guys, list out girl's* name] Edward Cullen. What is the first thing you would do?
- swear to me that we'll never leave this island. people out there wants you and i'm not sharing. hahaha

11. If you are stuck in a room with Chubaka [did i spell it right?] and Princess Leia, who would you kill first for the meat?
(okay, what kind of f**ked up question is this????)
- count me as a not so into this stuff person. But who the HELL are they?

12. A friend of yours is in denial. What kind of music would you offer to him/her for 'music therapy'?
- you want music? switch on the bloody radio!

13. You have just gained U$999 999 999 999 999, what would you do with the money? [dont give us that 'give it to charity' crap]
- Have I ever told you I'm building a mansion with teng yi? We're going to be neighbours that terrorize the town.
- Have I ever mention that I will OWN Harrods?? I'm so going to!
- (i dont know what else do I need once I own Harrods.)

14. What would be your first reaction when you read this
"why guy r like that treat gal de u noe cause of u i cry alot of time n don feel like eating lei.i really like u aloot why u canno"
- This is ridiculous! PLEASE tell me what English is this. 


i tag.......................................anyone and everyone who wishes to do so!

The movie is coming on december 12th!!!! and for the cast which are permanent!!

The Cast:

The Swans:

Kristen Steward; Isabella Swan


Billy Burke; Charlie Swan


Sarah Clarke; Renee


The Cullens:

Robert Pattinson; Edward Cullen (I swear he looks better in the movie.)


Ashley Greene; Alice Cullen (not bad huh?)


Kellan Lutz; Emmett Cullen (I'm disapointed)


Peter Facinelli; Carlisle Cullen (just as disappinted; he's supposed to look 26!)


Elizabeth Reaser; Esme Cullen (not bad right? =p)


The Hales:

Nikki Reed; Rosalie Hale


Jackson Rathbone; Jasper Hale 


Bella's classmates:

Anna Kendrick; Jessica Stanley


Christian Serratos; Angela Weber


Justin Chon; Eric Yorkie

There's also Mike Newton though I cant find a picture of him.

There's also Jacob, cant say that he's her classmate, more of a family friend;

Taylor Lautner; Jacob Black (He's sharkboy!)


Oh, and the villains:

Cam Gigandet; James (I think he's hot!)


Rachel Lefevre; Victoria (I expected someone prettier)

If I'm the director,

he'll be Emmett! (hot right?) hhahaha

and,

he'll be Jasper! ^^

I'll post the setting soon!! ^^

I woke up at 8.30 today to prepare for tuition! ish! and i had i total of 5 hours 30 minutes tuition! roar! my tuition started at 9.30a.m and end at 3.00pm!! argh!! I was practically starving!!! (I forgot to take my breakfast)

i went there. The House Of Joy. as usual, reluctantly. BUT i've got to admit it. I ENJOYED it. i mean it. It's like the first ever time in my life i got along with kids. Thank God all the kids there were perfectly normal. 

Here is how the whole thing went.

I reached school at about 7:30. met up with Jamin,Charissa and Mun Yee. As it was still early, we decided to go to the "nearby" 7-eleven to buy "breakfast". 
The list of what we bought: 
[Our so-called "breakfast"]
- 3 Skittles
- 2 Toberlone
- 1 Cadbury chocolate
- 1 packet of strawberry biscuits
- and some other stuff which I forgot
But i know very well that the most decent food which we bought which can be consider as part of breakfast was the biscuits.

The whole journey took us about 30 mins. we walk really slow. haha. 

We left school at about 9. I think it took about 40 minutes to reach the orphanage, i'm not sure. ask Qi Wei. he knows. So yeah, we reached. It's really run-down there for me. No air conditional at all. it's so stuffy. No one would actually believes that it's run by two Christian Lawyers. But it is. Anyway, we were to try to get along with the kids when we were there. 

Jun Hsien went" I want to see you all smile when you are there! and dont cry!" 

It was sort of hard to actually talk to these kids. They cant speak English! ish! We practically had to speak in Chinese and Cantonese in order to communicate. * You all know very well I cant speak proper Chinese or Cantonese*  But it went well. I erm. sort of got along with them. Not that i'm good. It's because they keep sticking on to me. Their names were cool though, cool as in easy to remember. The pronunciation : Xim Xim a.k.a Stephanie, Man Man a.k.a Leevian, and Ka Ka. All three Chinese.  Ka Ka is like 5 whereas the other two are 7. They are actually cute. =] hahahaaha 


Stephanie is one emo girl. She gets sad all the time.

Man Man and I had to make her smile.^^

Man Man has really pretty eyes. SHe's always happy until it comes to a boy in the same orphanage which she really hates.

And she loves music. Jay chou, she said.

Kaka. she eats alot. she ate a total of 2 pieces of chicken with 3 packets of tomato sauce. she loves tomato. 

She drew me a heart

We played games  and ate. after that, we had to go. =[ I got three hugs and three kisses from them.^^ 

I do miss them. ^^

will post pictures of the trip once i get them from qi wei.he's really slow. haha.

SHE CALLED!!!

all the way across the sea,
all the way across the ocean, 
so far and yet she called
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

            



                       VS                     





                                   fishy                                                             VS                                                 bunny  

isnt bunny 100 times more adorable, cuter and loving than fishy? If you think so, you're wrong. real life human fishy is 1000000000000000billion or should i say infinitive times better than bunny.  the real life bunny looks like an idiot. Besides, he's totally gay!
So, dont get deceived by your eyes!

Conclusion: Fishy is better!